sad..sad...saaaaaddddddnesssss...

why am i sad???



ermm...no answer for tat Q...

coz i dunno de answer...

weird..but tats true...

argggghhhh......why me?why????

sadness..pliz go away..

i do not need u....

never ever......plizzzz

i begging u...go away from my heart.....

Love isn't finding SOMEONE

u CAN LIVE with...

   it's finding SOMEONE

u CAN'T LIVE without......

I stand ALONE...

   really hurting me again....

dEAr HEART,

fall in LOVE when you are READY...

not when you're LONELY...

are we MEANT to be?

ALONE!!!!!!

life must go On...

no matter how HARD is it

though u are GONE..

but u will 4ver remain as memories

in my MIND..........................

i take it away from my heart..

just wanna give it to you...

but you dont want to keep it....

do i have to put it back???

owhhhhh...its hurting me..

deep inside my heart..

..................the HEART is made to be BROKEN.....................

eppy together!!!!

kerja oh kerja

hai all

minggu ni ako bz ngan keje yg tak pernah nak abes2 ni..
poning den ler..
asal dah nk abes jer ada jer keje baru mai..
kan ako tangguh ako gak yg susah..
huhuhu
macam ne nak ada personal life camni..
tak de masa memanjang jer..
sabtu kerje..ahad lak ako dah nak kemas paper yg patut..
aduhhhhhh

keje oh keje.......

nak sambung keje blk...huhuhuhu

eppY 2geTHer...('',)

..blk kg..

hai all

minggu ni ako blk kg

blk pon sbb jiran ako kawen

mak ayah ako tak leh nak g

so ako ler wakil depa

ako g ngan uncle jiran sebelah umah ako n kawan ako sorng laei

mggu  ni gak ada karnival jom heboh kat kg ako

tp ako tak g ler

malas n penat

bek duk umah

rehat n menikmati ari cuti ku..aheks..

minggu ni ako blk kg

mak,adik pompuan n adik bongsu ako takde

yg ada my dad n my 3rd brader

so tak byk aktiviti ler

duk umah n guling2 atas katil

tu jer lah yg mampu..huhhu

p/s-->doakan adik n ayah ako cepat sembuh dr penyakit yg sedang meke alaminye yekk...amin...

EPpY 2geTHer

...am i be OKAY???

...who cares when i CRY?.....

..i wish i could FORGET....but i can't

i've never been so ALONE without U....

.....a lonely heart is a FRAGILE thing tat i had now......

and...the most important........

                    ~~the weirdest thing happened the other morning...

                            i woke up with tears in my eyes and one rolling down

                         my cheek and i knew i heve been MISSING u again...~~

i cry for the time tat U were almost mine,

i cry for the memories i've left behind,

i cry for the PAIN, the LOST, the OLD, the NEW,

i CRY for the times i thought i had U.....

                 ``it's amazing how SOME1 can easily BREAK my HEART but

                          still love U with all the little pieces``````

there are things tat i don't want to happen BUT have to ACCEPT...

   things i don't want to know BUT have to learn with it...

and people i can't live witout BUT have to let go....

what am i suppossed to do now??

ePPy 2Gether????

...nape???

ermmm
nape ako ni ekk
beberapa hari ni rasa sedih banget
tak tau ler
terasa sgt...
kecik hati
sakit hati??ntah..
naper mesti ako jer yg kena ekk
even salah ako skalipon
ako dah mntak maaf
tp maaf tu dah tak de nilai laei kot
ermmmm
ako dah tak tau pe yg ako nk pk la nie
perlu ker ako ANGGAP spt mana dia mahukan tu
tp nanti ako gak yg sakit hati
tak leh terima kenyataan..
yup..kenyataan hidup...
ako mmg tak leh kalo tak de dia
tp dia bole kalo tak de ako
apa ako nak wat ek??
perlu ke ako mengundur diri demi KEBAHAGIAAN dia?
perlu ker ako BERKORBAN?
perlu ker ako merana demi KEGEMBIRAAN dia?
perlu ker ako TANGGUNG seme ni sorang2?
perlu ker ako MELEPASKAN dia yg mana selama ni ako mempertahankannya?
perlu ker SEMUA PERLU ni terjadi ekk...
aduhhhh!!!!!!!!!
ako cuma mahukan kebahagiaan dlm hidupku
kebahagiaan bersamanya
salah ker ako bersikap sebegitu?
salah ker ako sbb selalu mengingati akan pesanan2 sampah ako tu ekk?
salah ker ako dlm berkata2?
salah ker ako seme nie?
PERLU ker SALAHkan ako dalam seme benda nie?
YUP..
mmg ako PERLU di perSALAHkan
sbb ako lah PUNCA segalanya.....

ermmmm...mengeluh panjang ako disaat entry ni ako post...
yg pasti
jika ako berundur,
ako bukan laei ako yg seme kenal...
ako akan menjadi lbh teruk kot..
or luaran nmpak baek
tp dalaman..????
hanya ako tau apa yg ako lakukan

maafkan diri ini sekiranya ia berlaku........

T_T  mode ---> tak menentu...

    eppy together...???